“The road of life twists and turns and no two directions are ever the same. Yet our lessons come from the journey, not the destination."
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Yeng On The Mission: The course of my life... changed.
Normal naman ako dati… Gigising, kakain, magbibihis ng magagandang damit, tutugtog, kakanta… may mga taong makikilala galing sa iba’t ibang lugar… makakalimutan din pero di ko sinasadya makakalimutin talaga ako kaya sinubukan ko ngang uminom ng “ginko biloba”… heheh… uuwi… matutulog… Gigising ulit, kakain, magbibihis ng magandang damit, tutugtog, KAKANTA…. makakalimot nanaman sa mga taong makikilala, makakalimutin kase… uuwi… matutulog… Gigising ulit at alam mo na ang mga susunod… minsan may extra pasyal pa pag pwede… Pag may problema tatakas ng bansa magtatago sa Hong Kong, maglalakad lakad sa mga eskinita nila at kakain ng street food… Tapos uuwi ng manila parang walang nangyare, parang walang problema… Gigising, kakain… at alam mo na ang mga susunod….
Parang siklo… bilog… walang katapusan… wala ring saysay… iiyak mag-isa sa kwarto… paglabas wala ng luha inubos na sa unan at kumot…. Parang siklo… bilog… walang katapusan… wala ring saysay…
Parati akong may di maipaliwanag na lungkot kahit meron na ako ng lahat… magagadang gadget… makukulit na kaibigan… aircon na kwarto at sandata kong ipod… natupad na ang pangarap… pero parang kong lumulutang lang…
Nag-iba ang lahat….
ng makilala ko Sya…
nagkaroon ng rason ang pag-awit…nagkaron ng rason ang pag-gising…
Akala ko dati para sakin ang pag-kanta ko… mali…
Merong entablado… merong ilaw… merong salita… pero anong pipiliin mong salita? Napaisip ako… Oo nga.. Oo nga… Para saan pa’t nilagay Nya ako sa entablado kung para lang kumanta sa hangin… Kung wala akong sasabihin…
Sa totoo lang wala na kong ibang masabi… puro paghanga nalang sa ganda ng may pakana ng lahat ng ito… Yung walang katapusang paghanga…
Naisip mo ba? Gumigising tayo sa umaga… Panibagong tyansa… Panibagong PAG-ASA….
Naisip mo ba? Nakikita mo ang pagsikat ng araw… ang ganda ng liwanag… o nabalewala mo na dahil sa pagmamadali?
Naisip mo ba? ito… mismong pag-hinga…. humihinga ka…isang pagpapala…
Naisip mo ba? Naisip mo ba? Naisip ko kase…
Sa akin…. pambihira… umiiyak na ko… marunong akong kumanta… pambihira… sumusulat pa ako ng kanta… Pero lahat galing Sakanya… pati pagkurap ng mata…
I exsist because of the one WHO made me… He is the reason for my breathing…
If I will sing only to express myself what good would that bring? Rather I want to sing because of the bursting of His GLORY inside my heart… Shining… flaming inside me… I thirst and i long to see Him… But i am still here… i am still here… but i decide to live… to breathe… to sing… for HIM… and for HIM ONLY… till that day comes… that i will see Him face to face…
Ayoko na ng siklo… ayoko na ng paikot-ikot… ayoko ng walang saysay…
“Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28
reChristian City Girl: "It's not really life that makes us weary; it's the way we handle life"~ Joyce Meyer
Everyone has faced the peaks and valleys in their life. If you’re alive and breathing it’s inevitable. The difference between one person and the next is their ability to handle what comes their way. It’s not an easy task. It’s take a lifetime of learning. There really is a rainbow after the storm….
(Source: acsec12)
ONE CHANCE (New Original) - Albert Posis
Wrote a new song for y’all! It’s about that feeling where you’re talkin’ to someone and you think you got something going good, then all of a sudden that person disappears for no reason, leaves you in the dark outta nowhere, and you’re like wtf. Hahah. Hope you guys like it; it’s got that slow R&B feel. This is jst a rough take too so yeee, don’t be too harsh lol. :)
LYRICS!
Verse 1:
Baby, there’s something about you, don’t understand how you, go on and drive me so
Crazy, cus all that I really do, find myself thinkin bout you, maybe it’s the smile on your face
Seems like yesterday, would talk for hours each night, felt like you were by my side
Why did things have to change: you started avoiding me, continued ignoring me, and I don’t know whyDon’t know what happened, thought things were goin well, got me sayin what the hell
Don’t gotta hold back, just be true to your heart, lemme give you my allChorus 1:
All I wanna do, is turn your world around, show you what I’m about
Girl we’ll make it through, turn your dreams into reality, last an eternity
Move on and forget your past, cus it’s us that’ll last, I promise you that
Let me be one you’ll run to, never gonna hurt you,
Give me one chance to be with youVerse 2:
Maybe, you’re afraid to get hurt again, your heart can’t withstand the pain, but listen to what I’m
Sayin, believe this is destiny, put of all your faith in me, and I know that we’ll be okay
Why push me away, and think I’m like other guys, and think my words are all lies, no
Don’t be afraid, those are lies on your mind, quit being in denialGirl I know how you really feel, you know you feel the same way, quit playin them games on me
What we have is real, ain’t felt this way before, I’m forever yoursChorus 2:
All I wanna do, is give you happiness, cus you deserve the best
Said we’ll make it through, take you anywhere you wanna be, as long it’s you and me
I see forever right in your eyes, you’re my once in a lifetime, I want you to be mine
Let me show you that my love’s true, cus I’m so into you
Give me one chance to be with you
-i love the voice of albert posis!!!especially his original songs :)
(Source: acsec12)
Anyone want Panda cheesecake? >.<
Goodbye means…
Goodbye means God be with you…
New people,new opportunity will come… New life without the people or things na nakasanayan mo na. Sa una mahirap pero “In Time” masasanay ka din.
Accept the fact that all of this things has its purpose that God gives us to learn. To trust Him.
Promise of God, pinapangunahan natin minsan, kaya naman tayo nagkakamali, kaya tayo nasasaktan. We are not perfect, kahit na ang mga tao sa bible nagpapakita ng kamalian sa buhay nila, God is perfect!! He knows everything. Lahat ng naiisip natin, doubt sa buhay alam niya.
We must know how to handle it, saying goodbye means move on to a new life, to your comfort zone. and start a new life that God plans for us. Let Go and Let God.Mahirap man, dahil minsan naiisip mo, pero soon marealize mo, tama nga si God. Tama nga kaya niya ginawa to, kaya tayo nahirapan.
Para mabawasan ang stress at makamove on…
Get your life busy
-go out with your friends, work, go out of towns
Stay away on the internet world
- facebook, chat that can affect you a lot, minsan may nakikita ka kasi na baka makaapekto pa sayo.
Pray
-always pray to God, and let His plans.
*minsan madami ka pa ring tanong, pero soon masasagot yan… kasi ganto ako ngayon… haaaayyy…ang gulo gulo ng utak ko minsan but still God is there for me and friends shempre :)
(Source: acsec12)
HE always answer our prayers but sometimes the answer is NO. Maybe it’s a “not yet” or maybe because we deserve something so much better than what we’re asking. HE knows whats best for each one of us and it will come in His time, not our time. Accept God’s will. :)
A rose must remain with the sun and the rain or its lovely promise won’t come true.
Long hair to short hair!!!
Ngayon lang ako tumagal sa mahabang buhok at dahil nastress din ako ng mga nakaraang araw..balik sa maikli na naman ako.. .
Well marami naman nakakapagsabi na masbagay daw sa akin ang maikli… dahil sa maliit na din ako at medyo payat… :D
Happy naman ako sa result!! :D
Unanswered Question…
So many questions that are coming up on my mind…
So many questions that I don’t know who and when I will know the answer…
Only time and God can tell maybe…
Or maybe nasabi niya na, hindi lang ako nakinig.. Paulit ulit ko pa din siyang di napapansin. May mga kasagutan na hindi agad “nagets” or pwede din namang wala pa sa tamang panahon?!!
I don’t know..Dadating sa point na magiging okay ka na then bigla na namang may mga komplikadong bagay na dumadating sayo… hindi mo alam kung ientertain mo pa yun or balewalain na lang…
(Source: acsec12)
